Saturday, May 8, 2010



Smelling the fresh running downpour around this human made concrete, I pen down my says.
This few months had been a hectic one.
the days just come and go. don't have the power to stop it.

catching time is just, impossible. We always brag on how time move so fast and we don't have enough time to do what we want to do. But hey, the Almighty said, he'd provide us enough time. Each and everyone here, in this world was granted with enough time to do whatever things that need to be done.

what went wrong?
To prepare.
that's the secret of managing time.

brilliant one see how time is just enough for us.

The Chargers
وَالْعَادِيَاتِ ضَبْحًا ﴿١﴾
(1) By the (Steeds) that run, with panting (breath),
فَالْمُورِيَاتِ قَدْحًا ﴿٢﴾
(2) And strike sparks of fire,
فَالْمُغِيرَاتِ صُبْحًا ﴿٣﴾
(3) And push home the charge in the morning,
فَأَثَرْنَ بِهِ نَقْعًا ﴿٤﴾
(4) And raise the dust in clouds the while,
فَوَسَطْنَ بِهِ جَمْعًا ﴿٥﴾
(5) And penetrate forthwith into the midst (of the foe) en masse;-
إِنَّ الْإِنسَانَ لِرَبِّهِ لَكَنُودٌ ﴿٦﴾
(6) Truly man is, to his Lord, ungrateful;
وَإِنَّهُ عَلَىٰ ذَ‌ٰلِكَ لَشَهِيدٌ ﴿٧﴾
(7) And to that (fact) he bears witness (by his deeds);
وَإِنَّهُ لِحُبِّ الْخَيْرِ لَشَدِيدٌ ﴿٨﴾
(8) And violent is he in his love of wealth.
۞ أَفَلَا يَعْلَمُ إِذَا بُعْثِرَ مَا فِي الْقُبُورِ ﴿٩﴾
(9) Does he not know,- when that which is in the graves is scattered abroad
وَحُصِّلَ مَا فِي الصُّدُورِ ﴿١٠﴾
(10) And that which is (locked up) in (human) breasts is made manifest-
إِنَّ رَبَّهُم بِهِمْ يَوْمَئِذٍ لَّخَبِيرٌ ﴿١١﴾
(11) That their Lord had been Well-acquainted with them, (even to) that Day.?

Steeds had been well-described in this verse. How Allah had explain it in such an amazing way.
it describes to us how important it is to make preparation - in everything we want to do, in every situation.
and when the time come, just go ahead, do not hesitate. at all!
tawakkal... have faith that the best will be given.
He will not just evaluate the end result, but instead the journey itself is evaluated.

Lately, i tried to grasp back the things that I'd let go all this while.
I can see it coming back. Bit by bit.
I hope, it will be stronger than before.

and yes,

Of strength and confidence.


p/s: emm, I miss my form 5 birthday celebration. the publicity they gave this time, well, a new exposure of the real world I shall say.